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Macabre Tales /
10:25
10.08.06
Taboo
look intently at the violent red skies. listen closely to the harsh rhythm of the raindrops. smell the fragrance of fresh danger. feel the undetectable caustic sensation. taste the ink that smears every perfect picture.
It must be the weather. I like it when it rains like that. Especially during such unholy hours. I like it more when I am tucked under my colourful blanket, feeling safe and protected from the cruel, cruel world. It must be the weather.
So.. Goodnight?
OH and Happy Belated Birthday.. Singapore!
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed,
too early to say goodnight.
Macabre Tales /
03:02
09.08.06
Candies, Fireworks and Felicity
If the amount of exhilaration and happiness i felt today were to be plotted on a graph, there would be never-before-seen optimum points!
My class went to the Red Cross Home for the Aged again this morning and we had close encounter with the patients there. Realised that my dearest classmates are a compassionate and a solicitous bunch. Saw how Joshua's paternal instincts kicked in as he sayang-ed Little Ryan and fed the feeble patient porridge. "I will make a very good father!" haha. I think i have to agree to that, for once. and i realised that i have difficulty feeding patients! ohmy.
I'm pretty sure many of us felt extremely uncomfortable today but we pushed on and successfully made it through, thanks to each and every one of us. (:
This is when the gradient of the curve starts to increase....
Met Jasmine (my love) and we went shopping until Casey (my other love) came along. I saw so many pretty clothes i wanted to buy! Ohnoooo. I need to work and earn fast cash!
We tread down to...
and i experienced my first Optimum Level of Happiness. It was as though i got whisked away into Candyland! For the first time, i did not try to contain my excitement. I was so high Jasmine said i was drunk. I bought amazing sweets after spending an hour in the shop. I felt extremely contented and satisfied when i left. I'm sure that will be my favourite place to go to when i'm feeling down and depressed. You people will know what to do and where to find me then! eeeeheeeeee.
Caught CLICK with the 2 Darlings after looking at candies! (eyecandies??!) The movie was touching enough to make me hold back tears. To all of you out there who haven't caught it, please do! I shall not be a spoiler! The movie ended with me rushing to the toilet and something really, really strange occured!
The 3 of us stood in the middle of Marina Square and groups of people started to speed up and rushed out of the building as though their life depended on the air outside. For a second i thought someone pushed the Fast Forward button! We were just rooted to the ground as Time decided to leave us behind.
I thought there was a fire emergency or something which scared the hell out of me for a few seconds. We then heard loud thuds coming from outside and decided to be Sherlock Holmes!!
What i saw made me marvel with my mouth wide open, gaze in awe, churn out noises of excitement, scream in ecstacy and for the second time, i did not attempt to contain my excitement.
I was so enthralled i wished for time to stand still so i could immerse myself in the pool of felicity for ever and a day. I want to relive those moments again with the people i love most! eeheeee. The moment was so enchanting it left me spellbound!
Miss Romantic, I actually felt what you would have felt too!!
We then squeezed through the crowd and had pathetic dinner. We made our way to Marina Mandarin and it felt like Amazing Race. We walked 65413546 metres only to realise that we could've saved tonnes of energy.
Life's like that sometimes! We seach and search so extensively for our innermost desires only to realise that we may have had it right in the palms of our hands.
All in all, today was absolutely incredible. I even had my all-time-favourite and extremely hard-to-find Bak Kwa Pie today!
Can you feel my happiness!?
and finally.. thanks Casey for the dressing accomodation! I know i was Miss Ultra-Unglam today with my PE attire and in an attempt to make me feel better, you decided cast aside your title as Glamourous King for a day!
Much Love! :D
Macabre Tales /
01:35
07.08.06
smile and smile
Sing Daniel Powter's Bad Day uh.
& i hate it when i don't know why.
And I will leave under the cover,
Of summer’s kiss upon the sky.
Like the stone face of your lover,
Just before she says goodbye.
I was certain that the season could be held between my arms,
But just as summer’s hold is fleeting.
I was here but now,
I’m gone. (So long, so long.)
I'm gone. (So long, so long.)
What should we do when the laughters fade? When happy faces don't look happy anymore. When... OhNooooooooooooooo. I can't think and write properly when i feel this feeling. I really do hate this feeling.
Sing me a happy song, and i'll try to sing along.
Macabre Tales /
21:54
02.08.06
Signed, sincerely me.
I am home today not because i wanted to be home, but because my gastric decided to eat me alive and leave me in agony. The unrelenting affliction finally came to a halt at 0600 and i thought that i could get a good nights sleep only to realise that i am going to PS my dearest classmates and leave them fending for themselves. My heartfelt apologies to Jun and Mun for not being there to witness The Horrors of NS Men & Pulua Tekong together.
Which reminds me of my (dodo) classmates yesterday who once again sent me into fits of laughter.
Maths lecture.....
Me: I want to eat Lontong!!!
Huijuan: What is Lontong?
(we decided to let our blur girl find out for herself)
Munling: OH! i used to eat it every sunday! *Gleams
Me: Do you know last time when my mum ate it, she found a meal worm in it!
Munling: *horrified! eeeeeeee!
So i told Qijun about the meal worm incident.......
Qijun: How you know whether it was male or female!?
Me: ahahahahahahaaahahhahahaha!
okay. maybe i mispronounced it. eeeheeee.
and yesterday during Chemistry Practical, Huijuan turn a gloomy me into a not-so-gloomy me. she added **** to **** in the calorimeter and there was too much effervescence and it spilled and she exclaimed her signature exclamation. so we were washing up and she accidently splashed water on her blouse and again, signature exclamation. and so she decided to keep her apparatus in the drawer and got a tie stuck in it. this sent me and Joshua laughing like mad hyenas. ahaheeheehahahah. okay, maybe it wasn't THAT FUNNY. and i shall be nice and not post the one about the Maltese! Jun, you can start laughing now! eeheeee.
The thing is.. everytime i think of the wrong decision i made by dropping Physics and taking up Economics, i feel so... stupid. Economics just drives me crazy! Whoever said Econs is easy, bang your head please. But everytime i think of my classmates and the great sense of comfort i can find in them, maybe it wasn't such a bad decision after all.
Yesterday's (rugby) Captain's Ball game against S29 really showed our team-spirit. It has been a long time since i felt something close to that. We were all on the losing streak but were never in the loss for words of encouragement. We never blamed each other for a dropped or intercepted ball. We fought our way to the Captain and did not hesitate to give up, not until the referee blowed the whistle. When our captain finally held the ball in her hands, all of us cheered, not for the small-time victory, but for everybody's tremendous effort and team-spirit in the game.
Times like this.. even if we lost 10-0, the great sense of unity for each other and the strong bonds of camaraderie we felt and gained will never ever beat the joy of winning 100-0.
It's true that sometimes, winning just isn't everything.
Macabre Tales /
12:39